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Happy New Year 2012

2011-12-31T18:53:00.000-08:00

1.1.2012

today - 1st day of 2012!
happy new year 2012~~~
wish everyone:
身体健康
事事如意
出入平安
心想事成

may Buddha bless you!

-imma in holiday mood-

Past Tense

2011-12-16T02:44:00.001-08:00

Currently left one subject which is IT for management.
done business ethic and e commerce.
i am so worry about business ethic.
i already tried my best as i read what all he gave.
i was thinking too much?
worry whether my answers is acceptable anot.
as i memorize too much.
and the time is just not enough.
i blow whatever i can.
after the test, i am so stress up and worry till i cried.
i know it won't help.
but just let me release my emotion.
now just stop thinking and look forward.
what i can do is pray the marker kind a little bit.
and pray i can pass. *amitaba*
and so gonna focus on the last subject.
wish me good luck and all the best!

tired siao~

A way

2011-12-03T14:14:00.000-08:00

when exam is approaching.
i will update my blog frequently.
and yes! frequently.
wait and see.

i have to find some way to express my stress.
and i found here.
haihhh.
i being lazy for whole semester.
the disadvantage of no mid term.
seriously, i didn't touch my notes at all.
after lecture or tutorial class.

that's why now i am
stress.
fear.
guilty.
and think non sense.

yet i am still that good in wasting time.
rescue me.
hope i can finish revision before final.
and please bo bi bo bi.

Do my best!
Jia You, mm.

浓缩版

2011-11-20T00:35:00.000-08:00

现在的我已经是Y2S2了
有没有时光机
时光倒流

这个学期没有mid term
把我变得好懒
心有不安
动力在哪
我无能为力

Muet 已经考了
该想起的字
在那时却空空如也
想也想不起
也许是时间紧迫
我无法思考

算了
也没有抱太大的期望
只是口说没关系
心也还是有点介意
总归还是有些小期望

无奈。矛盾

×××

现在的我已迈入20岁了
却还是长不大的我
依靠可以依靠的人
我就像温室里的小花
被保护着

朋友们的
祝福
庆生
礼物
满心感恩

×××

最近身体有些不听话
让我家人担心了
有些愧疚

我会照顾我自己
要做个健康宝宝 ;p
我相信很快就会好
别担心了

-每一天都是成长着。不知不觉中-

Around Me

2011-10-21T02:38:00.000-07:00

this semester, one of the subjects that i took is business ethic. i found that ethic is all about conflict among yourself. you want to be good or to be bad. you make your own decision. and thus it is complicated.

it actually applied to real world. every day we have to make decision which i don't like. sometime what your heart want and what your brain want are totally different which make conflict. sometime you just can't follow your heart as because of many factors yet you want to. i think it is hard to follow our heart when we lives in this reality world. so how? it is hard to make a decision especially those complicated that involved good or bad.

people judge you based on your action but they never think of your tough. they will just think of themselves. please think it yourself if the same problem occur to you. what's is your decision? and make yourself into a conflict too. this is the only way you can understand peoples' situation.

everything around me is complicated. right now.

p/s: sometime your decision is not just involved yourself only.

Begin/End

2011-10-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

holiday is going to end and new semester begin soon.
countdown for 2 days.
not really go for any vacation for this semester break.
i just enjoyed the sienness during my holiday.
i guess better than busy.
Muet speaking test is over. and it's bad.
i know it is always a hard task for me to speak in English.
no hope. no disappointment.
i just hope to get a pass for Muet. that's all.
and.
results out.
still can be improve.
jia you~~~

Jaejoong

2011-10-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

can't wait to blog about him!

so here come my post!
He is KIM JAE JOONG!
像梦一样的金在中
I just can't stop looking at him!

can i call him prefect man? (:
honestly, he is not the first person i admire when he is in dong bang shin ki.
but as time goes.
he is the one that i admire.
his voice grabbed my heart.
(thanks xiao jeat for the introduction of him)
so below is my current addicted song. <3
I'll protect you.

-watching protect the boss.- (:

p/s: i am not "hua chi" -.-

What is it?

2011-09-30T17:33:00.000-07:00

Ehehehehe.
this two little fatty are chocolate. (:
MILK CHOCOLATE.
a day a chocolate, away from doctor! lol
i gonna gain fat soon as i ate too much chocolate.
i just love MILK CHOCOLATE.
don't know why i love milk's product much.
such as body shampoo, ice cream and etc. -.-
but i should stop eating it.
i don't want to become fei po.

this is chu cheong fan.
that day i back to kampar and ate this again. (:
it accompany me during my final exam.
almost everyday yet i am still not weary about it.
miss it!

Begin

2011-09-23T11:44:00.000-07:00

Announcement:
I'm in holiday mood! and I'm so free!
holiday 3 weeks.
but middle got MUET so holiday will reduce one or two day.
speaking test.- i can't speak well in English.-nervous-
"everyday i'm suffering"
for almost 1 month.
my day and night reversed.
now feel like 苦尽甘来.
i can do whatever i want to.
not only studyyyyyyy.
i can enjoy.
wish me get better result.
lastly,
HAPPY HOLIDAY KAWAN-KAWANKU.

Last One

2011-09-18T10:43:00.000-07:00

Last...Last..Last........
Done Auditing yesterday..
and now finally left for 1 subject which i mentioned before.
do you remember?
advance financial accouting.
pray hard for it won't be so hard.
still have few day before it and i just rest for one day.
i supposed continue revision right now.
but let me take some time to update.
lazy.
force to off holiday mood and will on it back soon.
don't make myself regret.
hardworking abit, ooi ye mei.
it's the last one for this semester!

and i think i gonna sick soon?
aww. please don't.
at least after exam period k?
i know i have treated my body so badly for almost 1 month.
i will back to healthy life soon.

Help wanted

2011-09-15T19:32:00.000-07:00

i should be very happy after done my so called 3 consecutive paper.
and officially left 2 paper to go on.
however.
the scariest paper which is AUDITING.
(actually all paper i also scare)
make i am still awake right now.
yesterday night was a wasted night.
i did nothing for it and thus i choose to sleep early.
after 2 hours i feels so guilty and i can't continue sleep.
that's why i am here.
i feels like i didn't study and shouldn't have the right to rest.
haih. yet i am so tired.
that 2 hours i am there just dreaming. :(
so i decided to wake up.
i feels so stress! how?
yet another paper is AFA.
final exam please end. if not it will drive me crazy.
UNIVERSITY IS NOT EASY TO STUDY, PEOPLE!
especially accounting.
wish me good luck.

-everyone agree at home can't study, don't you? don't use your way to judge me.-

Suddenly

2011-09-03T15:29:00.000-07:00

Out of sudden, i feels stress.
arise from study.
final coming soon as usual for every sem. :(
the most suffer time in recent years.
i feels stress because i am not good in memories.
i can't recall what is in company law which make down right now.
what should i do?
tonight don't really have output as i am there to waste time.
it can't go in my brain.
what's the point we study just for final exam?
after that we will not remember a single things.
lecturer know. everyone know.
yet still the education is like that.
even we study right now and go out to work.
a lecturer said : it's totally different from what we study.
then what's the point?
CERTIFICATE...
yes! it's a paper.
which we use 36K and suffer alot to get it.
it purpose is to let others judge you with this paper.
i wonder is it so important that without this paper we would die?
then why there are still lots of people without this paper still alive.
hmmm.
maybe with this paper we can get better job and live more comfortable.
i know. actually i know.
just.....i want to COMPLAIN. -.-
社会现实。没有学历，谁要你？

TA10

2011-08-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

BBQ night : 18- 8- 2011
TA 10 reunion.
the day when we gather again. (:
唯一的遗憾就是没有全员到齐

Guys

Girls

My University Life starts with TA10.
I feels blessed i am in this class.
Foundation Semester One.
when strangers become friends.
memorable.
every time view back those photos.
it's always a smile face pop out. (:
虽然已各有各生活，不常在一起，但那份我们在一起的记忆，却永在心中。
are you same with me too? hmm.
偶尔回忆，也有另一份感觉。

Language

2011-08-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

I shall improve my English Language.
I can't write well.
I can't speak well.
I can't listen well.
IN ENGLISH.
As English Language is the most important language in the world.
I have no choice and need to learn.
Problem that make me headache which is grammar mistake.
If you read through my post, you will find out lots of mistakes.
of cause, this post is included.
I can't make correction on it.
because i don't even know where's my mistake.
which grammar have mistake, I DON'T KNOW.
how sad.
I admire those people that can speak fluently in English.
I admire those people that can write with zero grammar mistake.
if i could be the one.
how good.
only if......
English Language is always not my cup of tea.
haih.
When Chinese Language can be more important that English Language?
*wondering*

名句

2011-08-27T00:25:00.000-07:00

今天在网上突然看到这个句子
发觉
还蛮有意思的。

成功根本没有秘诀，如果有的话，就只有两个：第一个是坚持到底，永不放弃；第二个就是当你想放弃的时候，请回过头来再照着第一个秘诀去做。——丘吉尔

我真的太懒惰了
这个学期
是怎样
=.=

总结

2011-08-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

蒲公英的无奈，随风飘散。

人生有时也像蒲公英一样，无法随心所欲，被现实所约束。
现实残酷，这是无法否认的事实。
用不同的角度去想，或许会有不同的结果。
终于，这个学期的mid term, assignment和presentation结束了。
这其中的开心与不开心，满意与不满意，已不重要。
因为没有多余的时间，给我回想。
紧接下来的，是这个学期的final。
虽说现在可以慰劳自己，看看戏，多睡些。
但总不能安心。
贻镁，加油吧!
现在的只是人生中那么一点的挑战。
你的人生或许还有很多的未知数等待着你。
吃别人所不能吃的苦，享别人不能享的福。
这是爸爸告诉我的！
我想我可以做的更好。

Dislike

2011-07-29T09:44:00.000-07:00

i don't like people who is not responsible.
but it's okay if you are this kind of people.
but please don't because of your attitude that are not responsible.
make me suffer from it.
you make all my plan spoil.
and because your 3 words- i don't know.
then you can go sleep well and i gonna do your work.
fine. it's a lesson to me.
next time no more work with you.
i really beh tahan.

and today the mid term is suck again.
why am i so careless.
it's accounting paper!
i got musuh with you izit?

however, let it be pass tense.
work for future.
comfort myself.

B v S

2011-07-13T19:36:00.000-07:00

Start week 7 with busy and stress.
actually i have 1 presentation and 1 mid term this week.
guess mid term already cancel.
have to confirm later.
i don't know how to study law. :(
i was so so stress.
yet i am still lazy.
congrats me la.
i really don't hope week 8 come lo.
3 mid term? 1 presentation? 1 softskill?
i gonna die hard hard.
monday till friday non stop.
ah, i forgot. still got law's assignment haven done!
haih.
you think i am superwoman?
life still continue.............................

I can't live without...

2011-07-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

I can't live without....
water. electric.

I guess everyone same with me lo hor.
last Sunday, i was lying on bed and watching drama.
i feels very comfortable. of cause with my beloved air con.
suddenly, no electric supply.
i was like drop from the heaven to hell.
that's why i can't without electricity.
without it i can't do anything even eat and bath.
too dark is the problem and the main point is too hot.
i really scare of hotness.
and so today our group go out to take video.
under the sun, i feels like i am ice cream.
and melting. sweat non stop.
it has been long time i didn't sweat much.
i don't like sweating. i feels dirty.
somehow, after sweating. i think it is more healthy. ><
conflict occur.
the consequence of sweating is lack of water in my body.
i was craving for water for the whole day.
i always feels thirsty.
and so i can't live without water too.
i am glad that i have water and electricity in my live. l0l

Curly

2011-07-08T04:07:00.001-07:00

when straight become curly. ;p
straight hair better or curly hair?
confuse.
look ugly?

When four of us together...

2011-07-08T02:47:00.000-07:00

i should update this on monday.

but due to the slow internet speed.
i have no choice and wait until now only update.
that day : 30 June 2011

first of all,
TA DA~~~~ four of us. my beloved friends & family. (:
our profile picture in Facebook. hees.

We go to eat dinner by walking. lucky that day was so windy.
it's not bad to have a walk.
on the way , photographer : my love, LQ. :P
that's why only got three of us.

after walk to many places. finally.
we have decided to eat at Malay Stall.
Kangkung really tasty. miss it.
that fish i think it taste weird because of the sauce.

since it is near to mcd.

so, ice cream!

my mama and baba. (:

one the way back to hostel.
we bought durian.
she is choosing which durian is better. :P

.
.
.

Durian

Arrived hostel.
buka durian lo. photographer : chan ba ba.

.
.
.
After open it.

i ate few "bao" only. chan baba, not "yi tiao" ah. :/
and so snap photos is a must. hees.
three of us with durian. l0l.

mama & me

love & me

baba & Me

.
.
.

side kick. AHAHA.

Culture. After eat durian.
we have to drink salt water.

and use it to wash your hand.

Lastly. ♥♥♥
i am glad that i have them in my life.
caring. happy. fun. noisy.
i appreciate them.
*hug*

信任

2011-07-04T04:13:00.000-07:00

如果你懂我，就会无条件相信我。
你不理解我的想法，我也不理解你们的想法。
这两年其实我一直学习成长
不再是个小孩
历史或许可以引以为鉴
我却觉得这不会发生在我身上
我有我的尺度
但我明白的这其中的好意
无论如何
但请不要让我觉得
坦白，不是更好的选择。
其实没有不一样
我还是我

HI

2011-06-25T22:59:00.000-07:00

Harlo. how are you my friends? anyone still reading my blog? l0l. it has been some time i didn't update my blog. most probably is because i have no idea what to update. so now i gonna introduce you guy a song -- 好的事情 by 严爵。i guess everyone knew this song as it is quite popular hor.

Alright, recently i am addicted to this song. whenever i listen song from my laptop. this is the song that replay and replay which till now i still not yet weary about it. but guess soon i will. X)
listen it 0K?

One day which i forgot which day. after i woke up, i realize my eyes feels uncomfortable. guess what? this is the very first time, i forgot to remove contact lens before i sleep until next day morning. the consequence is i wear spectacles for almost one week. ;( maybe i can wear back contact lens in next week? rest for one week enough ler gua? ><

Seriously like to read people blog about their feeling and vacation. (:

没事就是好事

2011-06-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

天气还是一样热
我的脖子生痱子
又红又痒
抓了抓都流血了
脖子很丑陋

上课还是一样闷
不过这个学期
老师似乎都不错
只是上课还是不专心
左看右看

那天小跑了几步
发现我真的该多运动
说的容易
做的难

最近没什么特别的
没有特别开心
也没有特别伤心
没事就是好事

i am not ready

2011-06-04T02:28:00.000-07:00

i know i am not kids anymore, but please treat me as a kids.
pamper me and don't force me to be independent.
i am not ready to be an adult.
i don't wish to......

HER

2011-05-26T22:23:00.000-07:00

This post is all about her : Nina Dobrev

fall for her after watching vampire diaries. (:
she is gorgeous.
I loves her sweet smile. ♥♥♥

My way

2011-05-26T21:55:00.000-07:00

although i have nothing to do during semester break but still i don't want so fast back to campus. Final exam also 3 weeks why holidays only got 2 weeks? not fair. about 2 and half days. =( countdown-ing. now i already used to no stress, relax, lazy, doing nothing and bla bla bla. how can you so cruel and want me back to busy life? T.T

Move on! Move on! ---no matter how am i not willing to study yet still need to face the reality. IF YOU DON'T STUDY, WHAT CAN YOU DO?! work with low pay and with lots of work? No. i don't want. i bet no one want. no choice lo.

Degree Year 2 Sem 1 is waiting me. it will be a tough semester. law again. with no mr. prem. how ah? And other accounting subjects. AWW. why i choose accounting course?! actually right now i more prefers economics. ><

yesterday, result released. SUPER NERVOUS until i didn't sleep well. fu~~~~~english really not my cup of tea. =P

next semester gambateh, Ooi Ye Mei. (:

Start of new chapter

2011-05-13T20:52:00.000-07:00

Degree Year 1 officially ended and so it mean another new start. Right now, i am having semester break for 2 weeks. I think it is the shortest semester break since i study foundation till now.Thanks for some lovely friend that help me throughout this semester. Appreciate it much.

Somehow people are selfish. They don't want to help but i do understand that they don't have the responsibility to help. I don't blame them. When you don't want to help people, do you think they will help you when you need their help? yes? no?Think on your own. (:

Throw all the notes. Throw all the stress. It's time for me to relax. I may not have so much activity as other but still i loves the feeling of peace. No up and down. Lie down on sofa and watch drama or movie also feeling great.

Happy holiday! Hope to get good result. (:

Perhaps i don't show how much i care my friends but it doesn't mean i don't care.

Right now

2011-05-11T15:36:00.000-07:00

T>T
insomnia. =(
next paper is business law.....
i feels very nervous and i keep dreaming...........
stop rolling on the bed and decided to wake up.
STRESS......
this paper seriously not my cup of tea..
my heart keep bik bok bik bok very fast........
i can even feels it... :/
fast come fast end....
ang gong bo bi...
wish me luck.....

P/s: left one paper after law.

Exam

2011-04-27T11:48:00.000-07:00

now my mind only got final, final and final.!
gosh. still left 2 days.
semakin gan cheong... =(
i don't know why this semester i more like wasting time.
i can't concentrate.
why!?
no one can help me but myself.
argh!
if exam does not exits, how great.
escape............
wish me good luck.

-i know no matter study or work, stress exits.-
try hard to motivate myself.
~~~SMILE~~~
this is only a small matter. CHEH.

=(

2011-04-13T02:49:00.000-07:00

i wear spec very weird meh? ><

***

just done with next time's timetable.
final exam coming real soon.
i feels stress because i don't know law and faf2. =(
I AM SO TIRED!
let me sleep peacefully alright.?

T.T

No title

2011-04-08T19:30:00.000-07:00

viruses love me. =(
in return, i get flu and cough.
suffering...........

我。不会

2011-04-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

我说过
我并不喜欢一个人
但人总有独自一个人的时候
一个人时我总是沉默
沉默也是一种语言
默默的看着身边的一切
其实懂的更多

-should i private my blog? -

EHHH

2011-03-27T19:42:00.002-07:00

Finally, all those mid term test - done!
oh yeah baby.
however, presentation coming soon. AWW
and it's tomorrow. =(
i dislike presentation.
i scare. for?
no idea. just don't like to speak in front of people.
alright?
ang gong bo bi tomorrow i don't speak so fast.
5 min! man. i just have a little bit how to speak till 5 min?
gosh.
W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R
i jealous people who don't scare for presentation.
hmp.

Myself

2011-03-17T02:07:00.000-07:00

I am complicated till i don't understand myself.
although i want simple.

Complain

2011-03-13T03:49:00.000-07:00

STUDENT's Life always full of stress neither positive or negative.
agree hor?
However, life's still going on.
but I used to complain when test and assignment are haunting me. =(
and after exam forgot everything.
Well, as usual i dislike all these things.
Someone told me No exam, No shock, No life.
I wonder is it truth?
i will going to prove it right or not when i start to work, alright!?!
bcoz now i still Yes exam, Yes shock, Yes life. lol
not test it using hypothesis testing, k? >.<
siao for qt2 because it's all about hypothesis testing. hmp.
Smile to face all matters. (in my heart)
cheer!

人生

2011-03-05T21:55:00.000-08:00

人生不必天天精彩，平凡却温馨似乎不错。
我不必成为众人的焦点，只要是我在乎的人焦点所在。
我不必是天才，也不要是蠢材，成绩中等也就好。
我不必很有钱，足够花费也很好。
我不必天天有惊喜，天天重复同样的事情，也可以是一种幸福。
有多少人，没那样的机会。
现在你认为平凡的东西，对某些人来说却如此不易。
如果你懂，其实平凡也是一种不平凡。

ops

2011-03-05T01:22:00.001-08:00

做了的过错
无法改变或补偿
想要忘记
却无法释怀

为什么人脑那么复杂？
简单也不是那么容易的

I think i can't...

2011-02-26T02:10:00.000-08:00

i wonder how people think on me.
i realize that i can't mix with people easily.
sometime i envy people that can easily mix with anyone.
because i can't although i do like mix with a lots of people.
yeah, they are many hi and bye friends.
but where are those real friend?
is real friend exist in this world?
i took long time to let a person to be my friend.
i hard to trust people.
before i think they are but seem it's not for now anymore.
what friendship mean?
its answer i don't know for 20 years.
we from stranger to be friend.
and after sometimes......we from friend become stranger again.
it this so called friendship?
yes?no?
so now i don't really believe friendship.
i have no confident.

They

2011-02-10T02:49:00.000-08:00

My mother. sister and two little cute cousin.
can you see their cheek is in red color?
they are back to Malaysia for the celebration of cny. (:
they are so clever yet talkative.
although they looked a bit shy at first.
it's normal because they had been long time didn't come back.
i bet they sure very handsome in future. LOL

Jenny, The sister of the little cute cousin.
still remember i saw her since she is a baby girl.
she will followed my mother to fetch me back from school.
i am very happy.
because i can play with her.
you can't imagine how cute she is when she is a baby girl. (:

Well. i gonna see them in few years later?
don't know when they are going back to Malaysia again.
I'll miss them.

***

Chinese New Year's holiday ended.
This semester full of holidayssssss.
week 4 right now.
but i just feels that didn't study anything. :S
holiday mood is still ON ON ON.
how i gonna take exam for this semester?
2 weeks later is mid term test. =(
siao liao siao liao.
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New Year

2011-02-01T20:54:00.000-08:00

Today is chinese new year eve.
happy new year, people.
i knew this year's new year would be the same.
i try to comfort myself.
no matter how i am not willing.
the fact can't change.
yeah, so just let it be.
i am not in good mood.
yet i have to put a smile on my face.
i used to it.

Wondering

2011-01-20T01:50:00.000-08:00

New semester. Fuuuuuuu~~~
totally no energy at all.
somehow i think Tuesday's classes are heavy to me.
surprisingly i saw ppl i know in my class. (:
not a big deal to be alone.
it will let me be more concentrate.
whenever i at kampar.
IDK.
why my body and mind always in tired mood.
so swt.

XDXD

2011-01-13T00:43:00.000-08:00

11-1-11 ♥

i really hates to think title for every post of mine. ><
i went to KL for 1 day met with Chan BaBa.
she become thin but i...speechless...become fatty. =(
go to shopping.
Thanks her accompany me walk there and there.
i have problem in choosing which to buy.
i always like to have people beside me to give me advice. (:
have a nice day with her.. ♥
next time i want to overnight at her princess's room.

at the same day.
when i back to my home.
my dekstop, modem and other was damaged.
because of thunder.
awwww.
without internet connection during holiday is really bored.
i miss HK drama. =(
luckily.. now i can online dy.

next sem gonna start soon.
need to work hard dy.
after holiday.
i become very lazy..
haiz.

CHINESE NEW YEAR also coming soon.
woots.
so fast.
heeeeeeee.
angpao angpao mari........ (:
hope can have a great cny.

Currently

2011-01-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

Still holiday ING.
very boring la.
=(
but still got 1 week only.
happy or not happy.
i don't know.
aww. result gonna out soon.
gan cheong.
i need to find something to do!
doing nothing - life is just meaningless.
everyday don't know what to do.
swt.

End and Begin

2010-12-31T03:53:00.000-08:00

Firstly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!
2010 officially end 4 hours later.
yeah, it's new year again.
time flies. no one can deny.
say hi to 2011 and bye to 2010.
=)
be better and better in 2011.!
stay healthy!

Thai

2010-12-26T19:58:00.000-08:00

Okay, i went to HatYai, Thailand.
At first, we headed to Penang meet with all my relatives.
The day after we drive car go to HatYai.
In total 5 cars go together.

Aww. long journey.
I really hates sit in car for few hourssss..
Er. I quite regret didn't follow cousin go to watch sexy show. :S
headache and sore throat.
Causes: tom yam's taste so spicy.
I wonder is it getting older so can't sleep well in other places.
walk there and there.
it's quite tired.
but i am happy. (:

Now back to normal- boring. ><
anyway, must "sleep till full" to charge back energy.
Happy Holiday.

m ore photos i uploaded at my facebook.

友

2010-12-25T05:52:00.000-08:00

朋友
如果不是真心
表面上的虚伪
不如形同陌路人..........

End

2010-12-19T05:42:00.000-08:00

Y1S2 ended.
Currently having holiday.
=)
Feel bored although just start holiday for 2 day!
Have no idea what to do.
waiting the day that going for trip.......

human behavior.
busy that time want holiday.
holiday that time want busy.

if i have something to do during sem break.
it seem not bad.

hope the result is okay.

No title

2010-12-15T12:34:00.001-08:00

Gonna have japanese language test later.
it's 4.35am.
after this will be marketing.
combo again. damn hates.
before got quite many days break.
i seem wasted a lots of time. =(
wish me good luck people.

*amitaba*

looking forward to my sem break holiday. trip, wait ya. come real soon. XD

A letter to brain

2010-12-07T02:57:00.000-08:00

Dear brain,

Hello...
How are you? I think you are not in a good condition.
So sorry to you because my final examination is coming soon.
I use you too frequently in wasting time other than study make you can't rest well.
I will give you holiday real soon.
So can you please coordinate with me first?
Can you please inform your best friend which is heart to listen to me?
ask her don't attract with other things except of study?
And can you don't send message to your other friends which is body that you are tired make them always want fall asleep?
Can you?
Whenever you giving time to rest.
Can you appreciate and really have rest?
Don't be too active in dreaming.
Okay?
Can you do all this?
Please......Your cooperation is appreciate.
Thanks.

Your dearest

timetable

2010-12-01T01:54:00.000-08:00

well, timetable for next semester : done !
i am quite satisfy with it.
because 2 sub that i want i get it.
with both tutorial also left 1 place.
and i successful grab it.
just a little bit not same as i plan.
don't know it's good or bad.
whatever.
i just feels want emo right now. =(
anyway.

should APPRECIATE what i have right now.

Emotional

2010-11-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

i gonna admit that only small little matter can make my mood change so suddenly.
just now, that matter is very small.
but i just very care because it's wasted.
and it should not be wasted.
*sakit hati*
then i will worry is that thing will make the others spoil?
Ahhhhhhhh~~~~~~
then it will affect me anot?
will it?
my mother said won't!
sometime i have really less confident and think too much laaaa...
shit me..

IT'S MY OWN PERCEPTION MAKE THING WORST! SIGH. >

Japanese Drama

2010-11-26T03:13:00.000-08:00

currently addicted to this Japanese drama : bloody monday.
i don't know this is the lastest or N years ago.
i just got it from my friend.
not bad la this drama.
have a look, people.
this is the period should be study for final exam as it's coming soon.
but it's okay. left few episode!
i will try to study. [H.O.P.E] i will do this. LOL

and it's the time to fight for "good" timetable. hmm.
*headache*

Doggies

2010-11-24T20:52:00.000-08:00

They looked so cute!
isn't?
Only this kind of doggies are still acceptable to play with.
because they looked so clean and innocent.
but still i scare of them. >.<
don't know what i scare for.

房祖名假动作

2010-11-21T02:53:00.000-08:00

他的歌原来不错

不晓得这首歌的来龙去脉
就单纯的喜欢
这首歌的旋律

天空。夢

2010-11-17T19:30:00.000-08:00

我們總在追逐
追逐着我們的夢想
追逐着我們的目標
追逐着我們心愛的人
尋找屬於我們的那一片天空

我們無需顧慮
因為疲累後
總有一個家
在背後支撐着我們
但為什麼我們總在疲累時才會想起這個家？
也許他們就是那個無條件
無論如何總在身邊不離不棄
他們是溫暖

在花樣年華的年齡
總說我有我的夢想.....
我要努力去實現
趁年輕去拼一拼
免得以後會後悔

而我
卻在這時迷茫着....
我要什麼？
我的夢想是什麼？
我在為了什麼而努力呢？
未來對我的說.....遙遠

Er

2010-11-12T03:09:00.000-08:00

Because of my file or the book.
I am not sure.
My fingers get hurt.
Tiny yet painful. :'(

I just hate the feeling of pain !

***

Life is full of different kind of people...
Please bear in mind...
I think...
From now on...
I should change my mind slowly...
Not everyone is good and treat you good...

***
Birthday ♥ Thanks

almost another new week

2010-10-29T17:36:00.000-07:00

Say yeah, today is Saturday which is also my last day got class in this week. This would be the same for the following weeks. Last weekend, I was so worried that what is going to happen in this week. I have to give my assignment part to my leader, presentation, Japanese quiz 1 and so on. And, finally, i done all those stuff except for Japanese quiz 1. Few hours later, it will come and Buddha bless me not to write wrong. I did practice. Believe me. *Say thanks to who that help me a lots* I bet you know who you are. ;)

Life is still going on. This semester is a busy one because it is SHORT! seriously, dislike! I don't like the feeling of rush? Oh, maybe. In this semester, i have a lots of presentation. I guess my friends will know that i feels so nervous, right? Ya. I don't know why i still feels nervous since foundation till now i have present many times. Wonder and wonder. And i found a reason. I don't like to speak in front of many peoples. It's so weird! This semester Pendidikan Moral have to present in lecture class. Ohno, i gonna die. Choi.

i don't know whether i choose the wrong timetable. i feels tired every day. And don't like Saturday class. No one like? Comfort myself and said: "Just 7 weeks, be patient!".

Sometime alone will feels lonely but this also a chance to let a person to think.

till then.

hmmm

2010-10-21T16:32:00.000-07:00

i don't know short semester will be so tired compare to long semester.
i think it would be relax one.
but it's totally different.
give me a chances to exhale please.
week one i already feels so.... no motivation to study. argh.

and now it's the day one for week two.
headache.
i have no mood to speak.
you will see my face like no facial expression sometime.
i have no energy.

buddha bless me.

Uhmm

2010-10-15T03:58:00.000-07:00

oh finally, the results was out.
my heart no need sam xi xi dy.
it mean that holiday going to end.
aww.
can i don't want go campus?
am not ready to study yet.

till then.

劝世贤文

2010-10-10T04:55:00.000-07:00

父母恩情似海深，人生莫忘父母恩；　　兄弟本是同根生，莫因小事起争论；

生儿育女循环理，世代相传自古今；　　手足之情诚可贵，万事皆念骨肉亲；

为人子女要孝顺，不孝之人罪孽深；　人生难得兄弟爱，同心协力变成金；

家贫方能出孝子，鸟兽尚知哺乳恩；　谦让尊敬情意长，天伦之乐喜融融；

父子原是骨肉亲，爹娘不敬敬何人；　　为人当数孔让梨，桃园结义刘关张；

养育之恩不图报，望子成龙白费心；　　　山上打虎亲兄弟，历代相传美名尊；

男子休嫌妻貌丑，妇人不怨夫家贫；　　　朋友相交宜谨慎，狼群狗党莫相亲；

贫穷富贵皆由命，夫妇相处要真诚；　　　休因酒肉为知己，急难不氛反笑贫；

刚柔相济两相安，和气家中少祸因；　　　结交朋友应信实，日久才能知人心；

同甘共苦好度日，清寒亦觉有暖温；　　　患难之时相爱顾，萍水相逢难知情；

夫妇本是前世缘，珍惜短促好光阴；　　　锦上添花人人有，雪中送炭世难寻；

百年连理实非易，夫妇互敬应如宾；　　　四海之内皆兄弟，留心择友益无穷；

妇人口舌要提防，枕边是非起祸殃；　　　苦尽甘来是古训，莫为偷闲误自身；

姑嫂不和家必败，公婆恼怒暗伤心；　　　克勤克俭是美德，懒惰成性人唾弃；

做人姑嫂要善良，家丑不可对外扬；　　　为人当惜好光阴，勤能补拙是例证；

姑嫂之间要礼让，且莫小事争短长；　　　信实待人人看重，自欺欺人事无成；

细察事非防口舌，三从四德不可望；　　　求人像吞三寸剑，勤俭节约莫求人；

先圣先贤作教训，妇道守口莫伤人；　　　家中虽有万贯财，不知节俭亦枉然；

弃海顺冰为正道，莫到最后方知恨；驾车远行求乐趣，不为损友伤己心。

别人生气我不气气出病来无人理

人生本是一场梦为了小事莫生气

万物有情心有爱何惧他人笑我痴

纵然身处风雷雨坚信朝阳必再遇

且将烦恼化烟云风吹云散交好运

知足常乐终生不辱来如风去如微尘

知福福常在怡然自心安

阿福福常在日日都开心

是非终日游不听自然无

人和自得乐家和万事兴

不经一番寒彻骨怎得梅花扑鼻香

风起云涌年又年，得得失失要乐天。

是非终日游，不听自然无。

生死有命不由命，我命由我不由天。

境随心变随人转，逍遥物外似神仙。

蜻蜓舞动风飘扬，积德行善人表彰。

虽无家财万贯，喜有笑面开颜。

笑看世间事，前路我自行。

既是相依同林鸟，风雨同路见真心。

处世百字铭

寡欲精神爽，多思气血衰。

少饮不乱性，忍气免伤财。

贵自勤中得，富从俭里来。

温柔终益己，强暴必招灾。

善处真君子，刁钻是祸胎。

暗中休使箭，乖里藏些呆。

养性须修善，欺心莫吃斋。

衙门休出入，乡党要和谐。

安分身无辱，是非口不开。

世人依此言，灾退福自来。

劝世良言

世事茫茫如流水，休将名利挂心头。

粗茶淡饭随缘过，富贵荣华莫强求。

静坐常思自己过，闲谈莫论他人非。

能受苦乃为志士，肯吃亏不是痴人。

敬君子方显有德，怕小人不算无能。

退一步天高地阔，让三分心平气和。

于进步需思退步，若着手先虑放手。

如得意不宜重往，凡做事应有余步。

持黄金不为珍贵，知安乐方值千斤。

事临头三思为妙，怒伤心忍让为高。

切勿贪意外之财，知足者人心长乐。

夫妻篇

须知家和万事兴，爱夫妻过一生。

互敬互爱又互助，稍有差错互劝惩。

夫妻之情重如山，荣辱厉害都相关。

欲求美满诚为先，推心置腹不欺瞒。

不听教唆不受骗，信任理解最为先。

相互猜疑会成患，朝花暮柳该批判。

一方有过耐心劝，循序善诱莫野蛮。

一方有患莫怨烦，体贴照顾莫疏远。

人生就象一场戏，因为有缘才相遇。

相扶到老不容易，是否应该去珍惜。

为了小事发脾气，静心想想又何必。

别人生气我不气，气出病来无人替。

我若气死谁如意，况且伤神又费力。

邻居亲朋不要比，子孙琐事由他去。

吃苦享乐在一起，神仙羡慕好伴侣。

兄弟篇

兄弟同居忍便安，莫因毫末起争端。

眼前生子又兄弟，留与儿孙作样看。

财物区区莫认真，一家到底是天亲。

万般要看爹娘面，骨肉同胞有几人。

都受爹娘养育恩，桃花千朵本同根。

莫将姐妹来轻看，十指咬破与心连。

交友篇

酒肉朋友不可交，交友须交正直人。

善友自有兰芝香，缓急相依见性真。

无赖之徒宜疏远，长期相处臭气熏。

臭气熏染沾恶习，深入泥潭难追悔。

meaningful.
i have to learn it.

傻

2010-10-03T20:56:00.000-07:00

啊，突然看到这张照片。
傻的可以。
我想要一副新的眼镜。;)

Insomnia

2010-10-02T23:39:00.000-07:00

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pity me.
searching help.
any solution to cure?

anything in my mind

2010-09-30T17:33:00.000-07:00

Today, i have strong feeling to update my blog. As you all know, now i am having holiday. I always complain that very boring and nothing to do. So, some of my friends will just give me some suggestion such as go shopping, watch movie and etc. Holiday are use to do this kind of activity. Or else they will suggest me go to work so that i can earn some pocket money. Yeah, i wish to work too. If i can work, this holiday i will have a job for two weeks with them. In this situation, i am not allowed to work. Mostly because my parent not allowed due to my weak body. They said me can't handle it and will be very tired. why don't stay at home and enjoy the holiday. So, in the end, I still stay at home. For your information, i never try to work at outside. Anyway, i will have chance later, 3 years later. 2 weeks 3 days to go, new semester will begin. Before that, i should worry for my result. Hopefully, the result is satisfy for me.

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

You are such an evil.
Whenever i need you, you will never come and vice verse.

I feels so free and it is truth. So, I visit other people's blog. I like to read peoples' blog. They blog about their life and what happening around them. In other way, i like to read story. They write their story in their blog. When you see this, do you have blog? Drop me your link, thanks! I have two weeks to read it. Of cause, semester begin i will continue to read if i could have internet connection.

My English Language is poor no matter speaking or writing. Oh My Buddha. How am i going to take Muet Exam huh? Sometimes, i wish i am "banana" then i will be good in speaking English. At least better than now. Then, anyone want to teach me English grammar? Why English is so important? Why not Chinese? I know Chinese better compare to English.

Till then.

(◕‿‿◕✿)

Woot

2010-09-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

Sem break mood: ON.
Currently so free and doing nothing.
Successfully get a job.
That is eat, sleep, online and play.
Nah. don't try to say me is a pig.
3 weeks to go.
Happy Holiday to all my friends.
Enjoy.

Oh my god

2010-09-17T11:17:00.000-07:00

you know? my panda eyes getting serious. oh shit. i am not going to show you all how ugly it is. :(

somethings happy is i still left one paper right now.

the most scariest paper.

i lost my confident in mid term.

financial information management.

9marks gone for that mistake.

i try to comfort myself.

just forget it.

and continue with the final.

AZA FIGHTING.

pheww..

Give me a reason

2010-09-15T12:20:00.000-07:00

Can you see my panda eyes?

outcome for final exam. ):

Yo, guess what? MP, FAF I, and QT I are done, finally. Time flies. I still left two papers to go, Micro and FIM. I have test continuously 3 days and now finally i have one day for break. I am really tired for all this stuff and i make a conclusion for it. Hard work will lead to disappointed.

I seriously very disappointed for FAF I. Before the exam, i was like have some confident. During the exam, my confident decrease till none. The paper is very hard to score because the question is so difficult. Now i just pray for a past rather than better grade. This is the first time i saw disposal in income statement. I have no idea why they give us such easy tutorial question for income statement. In final paper, they give us such difficult question. Why? It's because i am not well prepared? Compare to last time, i really put more effort on it. But it make me more disappointed compare to last time. I used a lots of time in this question end up with i don't have enough time for others. Ish. My time management seriously bad.

Now i am still awake because i want to revise for my micro. See. I am not studying but blogging. I don't know why today i have no mood to study. I am tired because of the last three paper? Anyway, i will try to start after this. Wish me good luck for my last two paper. Genting, wait me. I will come soon. (:

Till then.

Final

2010-09-11T03:41:00.000-07:00

my noob face with weird hairstyle.

final exam approaching.
one day later.
management principle.
my very first subject.
pray hard.
pheww.

disappointed

home sweet home

2010-08-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

home sweet home♥
less than a week, i back to my home again. :)
i will be back to kampar this sunday due to monday's 8am class.
see how hardworking am i choose not to skip class?LOL
but it will be boring wan.
seriously,i hates 8 am class so much. no one will like it i bet.
how could people concentrate in this early morning huh?
because of this i found myself can't work in future. HAHA.
if everyday need to wake up in early morning, how could i survive?

okay, it's almost end of this long semester.
as usual final will coming as soon as few weeks later.
and again i have 3 subject continuously. shit.
but just better than last two semester all subject continuously.
i still that free to watch drama and doing nothing.awww.
hope i can start as soon as possible. :) it's only a hope !
i became a lazy bum for last two weeks.

every semester, we need to arrange our timetable for next semester excluded semester one.
so next week i need to fight for the so called wonderful time.
we can wake up late to campus with full energy. heee.
our accounting course students will be last badge.
we just can choose what is left.
even we already arrange timetable that we want.
very unfair, isn't ?
saya telah membuat keputusan ponteng kelas jumaat yang saya ingin menghadiri demi merebut jadual yang paling bagus.!
i really want to attend mp tutorial and lecture. it's so important loh.
but what to do? the bitch always block our line. tsk.
pray hard that i can get what i want with my friends. *muka amitaba*

till then.
good luck to me. ♥

:)

2010-08-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

saya dah balik rumah ku selepas beberapa minggu tak balik ni.
i dah rasa puas hati walaupun hanya balik tidor jap kat katil ku.
satu hari dah nak balik kampar dah kerana isnin perlu awal pagi gi campus.
ibu bapa ku kan datang tengok ku setiap minggu jika i tak balik. :)

hari ni, hari jadi datuk ku.
datuk ku yang comel tu. HAHA.
selamat hari jadi.

lols. bahasa melayu, bahasa kebangsaan.
tetapi selepas baca kat universiti.
dah lupa semua tu dah.
hanya tau bahasa melayu yang standard tu sekolah rendah.
macam perlu baca pendidikan moral tau apa yang dalam bahasa melayu.
masa tu mati loh?

sampai sini.

don't compare me with others !

The End

2010-08-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

finally, mid term test, assignment and presentation are all done.

i suppose to be very happy but then i am not because of the FIM mid term 2.

it's over so no point to think it since i can't change what i have wrote.

at least i can stop being so tired for few week.

since week 6 i have mid term test till now.

UTAR management seriously not good.

we even have 3 test in one day.

sor?

exhausted.

the end.

end of one journey and start with another one.

phewww..

till then.

Mid Term

2010-07-22T21:43:00.000-07:00

i hate management.
unlike.
unlike.
unlike.

why must study management?

teach management but not good in management.
manage 2 mid term in one day.
siao eh.

buddha help me.
:(

Deep

2010-07-17T06:38:00.001-07:00

long time didn't update already. i just don't know how to start it. anyway, just a random post here.

sometime it's hard to show how you feel to other. even can't find a word to express the feeling. it's super super suffer. but you know you have to adapt to it. no one can change the consequences. history happen again and again but just feels so helpless to solve it.

people like to hide those bad feeling. show other you live in good condition for the reason don't want other worry about you. try to make yourself looked as strong as possible. sometime i did the same thing. i told myself : "i'm strong enough!". i have to be. must be.

mid term test coming one by one. it's okay for one week one subject. but gosh next week i got 2 subject together. stress because i am lazy.:( even worst for week 10.tsk. why study must have exam huh?

i wish i can disappear form here forever.i did say i like simple. i want to be simple. but so bad. right now i feels myself complicated. i failed?

迷茫

I ♥

2010-06-26T23:18:00.000-07:00

I ♥ my family.
they will always be there for me no matter how. they treat me super good. my sister let me bully. more accurate should be i play with her. Haha. i'm evil but i love them. don't bully them only i can.! :) my daddy and mommy always fetch me home from kampar. she cooked laksa because i like to eat. Hee.

I ♥ keluargaku.
i have baba. mama. adik. in kampar. they are my keluarga. they treat me good. my baba and mama can cook well. my baba can sing well. my mama like to sleep and sleep. Haha. my adik help us kill cockroach. she like sport? jog? badminton? lols. they are just so cute. :)

I ♥ myself.
you may see different me if you know me well. i can be so quiet yet i can be so noisy. depends. how you treat me will be the same i treat you.

I ♥ my baobei.
always accompany me since i am small. i love it so much. i rely on it. i love all my baobei.

I ♥ my friends.
i just love those that is truth friend for me. i will not mention who. how you treat people you know, right? if you did not treat people good. what you expect from others? i just feels thankful that i have you(s). you(s)'re part of my life.

I ♥ simple.
as usual. i don't like complicated. i wish to have simple life. don't let me face complicated things. i will choose run away instead of face it.

I ♥ unique things.
yeah. i like unique. you like it does not mean i like it too and vice verse. get it? only you understand me will know which i like or don't.

I ♥ sleep.
huhu. the best way to run away from pressure. the best way to relax. the best activity to do while nothing to do. i love it.

till then.

Lately

2010-06-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

lately

good or bad?
right or wrong?
hard or easy?

sorry that i kept silent sometimes.
i have no mood to speak.
no reason.

i got new friends in class. :]

i understand.
life isn't easy.
hard yet can't give up.

i really hate UTAR BUS service.
my very first time take teksi go to campus.
swt.

till then.

Decision

2010-06-10T21:17:00.000-07:00

i make a decision to change my tutorial class.
right or wrong? no idea.
anyway. i successful change the class.
i change the class because i don't like it timetable.
feels so tired and boring at campus without transport to back home. :(
i like my previous classmate actually. just the timetable..GRRRR.
now i am alone in new class i think.
don't know who in that class yet.
since next week only i will attend the new class.
this class timetable i am satisfy with it.
please let me meet some friendly classmate in class.
be brave to be alone.!

till then.

Dislike

2010-06-01T07:00:00.000-07:00

I really dislike my timetable. :(
how could i survive?
tired.
i don't know everything.
don't know.
don't know.
don't know.
continue don't know.

Life is complicated

2010-05-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

Life is complicated. i strongly agree. you want to live in this world. you have to work hard on it. don't do what you like. do what you need to. this is what my parent told me. but many people like to do what he/she like which don't think the consequences. can you be mature abit? when you need to do what please do think more. this is for you. maybe you won't see this.

******

tomorrow will going back to kampar again. will meet with keluargaku again. :) degree life will start soon. i hope everything goes smoothly. but now everything seem so confused. i don't know what is my tutorial class because i not yet pay the fee. UTAR's rules : not yet paid money will not know timetable. how smart? Grrrr. they smart but make us in trouble.

i wonder what kind of people will i meet. i think too much. HAHA. i know this sem all subject are very hard. people ask me why you not yet study already say hard. trust me. really hard for me. i tell myself must study hard. i hope i can do it but i know myself well. lazy people. can i do it?

before start this. i have many things to write. but now those words don't know go where already. stop here. till then.

thank you for the planing. :)

˙ʇou ǝɹɐ noʎ

Now

2010-05-24T23:11:00.000-07:00

back to kampar already.
it's time to start new sem.
degree Y1S1.
this week is orientation week.
went to campus to do this and that.
gosh. the fee is so expensive.
nothing much to elaborate.
the weather still super hot.
and that thing settle already. :)

Down

2010-05-22T02:40:00.000-07:00

Agh. no mood for today.
my heart so heavy.
tomorrow i am going back to kampar.
should i?
i not yet settle that.
that girl i think quite sure won't phone.
that guy said he took already.
so how?how?how?
helpless.
:'(

Random

2010-05-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

Ahaa. i changed my blog layout. not bad right? Say yes ! :)

***********

19/05/2010, Wednesday

i back to my secondary school, AMC. i am not as other going with their friends. i go there alone. i didn't find any teacher or walking around the school compound because my parent are waiting me outside. This is also because the only teacher i want to find not teaching at there anymore. i straight away go to office to take my cert. it seem spm cert is needed for apply PTPTN loan.

after all, i still miss the time while i was in secondary school. the people. the building. the field. the foods : burger and laksa. all these accompany me for 5 years in my secondary school life. 5 years not a short time. i am glad that my parent let me study there. :) life still going on. i need to step forward to another stage of my life. however. those memory will always keep inside my heart. ♥

***********

am i greedy? i can't answer myself for this question. i post it on facebook. some say yes and some say no. no any measurement to measure how greedy are you. maybe for you, you think you are not. but for others. it could be a yes. and vice verse.

**********

ohyaa. this sunday i will be back to kampar. see you guys soon. :)

Huhu

2010-05-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

♥Date : May 14♥

♥Feel : lucky♥

♥Why? : foundation sem 3 final exam's result out already.♥

♥conclusion : pass my foundation.♥

i hope what i believe is truth. ♥

人生

2010-05-12T06:35:00.000-07:00

每个人都有自己的人生
是好是坏
是命中注定还是
自己掌控？
这似乎是在于你自己怎样想

如果你是一个有缺陷的人
一个不会说话的哑巴
你会自暴自弃
还是
积极努力面对人生？

我遇到一个哑巴
对她的认识不是很深
但她给我一种亲切的感觉
那是因为她的笑容

虽然不明白她的语言
咿咿呀呀
比手划脚
但她就是那么的友善

看到她
让我想到了
该学习她面对生活的态度
不懂她是天生还是有事故
造成她哑巴
但是她努力生活
面对别人不同的眼光
她没有放弃
没有怨天尤人
积极学习

我想
如果我是一个哑巴
我会怎样呢？
我很庆幸我不是
我要更加珍惜我现在有拥有的
不要轻言放弃

justyou.

Something wrong?

2010-05-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

these few days i was complain about the weather is so hot. after bath a while. sweat again. the weather just can let me want to be crazy. why don't open air con? ello. i sure got open la but not for 24 hours mar. nowadays electric bill expensive leh. i also hope can open 24 hours air con and enjoy. but can not. :( you know? finally today i felt cold. something wrong on me? i guess. this kind of weather how to survive? i just can't stand for too hot either too cold. but i already survived for 19 years. miracle.

hmmm. now feeling not well. it's sign of sick? argh. please, i don't want la. i feels headache now. my mood totally down. i hope can faint then feel nothing. the most important is my backbone. it make me suffer again today. suffering.

it seem didn't have a night i can sleep well. anyone can tell me why? cham.

everything will be alright soon.
the only way smile. :)
till then.

发霉

2010-05-05T03:35:00.000-07:00

我

发霉了

天啊
每天的每天我差不多都做一样的事
救命
真的是很闷的

假期还很长
要怎样过

啊啊啊啊啊

叶子

2010-05-03T08:45:00.000-07:00

叶子阿桑

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行 (到处)走走停停
也一个人看书弹琴自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

一首
以前我常听
喜欢
很好听的
歌

听听看吧 :)

I'm home

2010-04-29T09:42:00.000-07:00

I'm home right now.
damn tired.
holidaying.
as usual will be a bored holiday. :'(
any activity huh?
today watched ice kacang puppy love.

speechless ing.

Saya mau bagi tau...

2010-04-27T04:00:00.000-07:00

saya mau bagi tau :

Final Exam tuk sem tiga dah berakhir dah. !
sekarang dah cuti.
wohoo.

tak fikir tu keputusan kan macam mana.
dapat daripada mid term test tu.
fikir pun tak dapat tukar yang telah buat.
masa tu keputusan keluar baru fikir.
hanya fikir tu apa yang boleh buat semasa cuti ni.
kan bosan jika tak da pa buat.
jika dua subject ni dah lulus.
ni peperiksaan yang akhir tuk foundation.
semua berlalu dengan cepat.
lepas ni ada kawan yang tak kan terus belajar di sini.
ada yang tak sama course.
rasa berat hati weh.

cuti kan balik rumah.
tak kan jumpa kamu semua lebih kurang satu bulan.
keluargaku dan kawan-kawanku.
kan rindu kamu semua.♥♥♥
jaga diri.
yang nak peperiksaan punya belajar yah.
berusaha. good luck.

Sok

2010-04-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

tuan tuan dan puan puan,
sok saya kan ada peperiksaan untuk fundamentals of finance.
sekarang ku sangat risau.
saya belum habis baca lagi weh.
kepala pula pening pening je.
kesian la ku. :'(
tapi fikir kan lepas peperiksaan.
syok nya. penat untuk dua hari je.
tak pa lah.
cepat habis peperiksaan. wohoo.

距离

2010-04-20T21:39:00.000-07:00

我和你似乎还有一段距离
忽近忽远
当我以为我理解你
却又似乎不了解

我努力着
尝试着
把你的心房打开
让我进去
好让我能明白你
理解你

每当我看到你
试着回想起我们发生的一切
却发现原来
我们的点点滴滴原来那么少
沉默的看着你
不懂你

COST ACCOUNTING，
请你让我爱你吧
至少开始让我懂你
好吗？

光阴似箭

2010-04-16T03:16:00.000-07:00

任谁也追不到
时间的脚步
无论你想或不想
它并不理会

在不知不觉中
来到金宝
快一年了
回想当初
情景历历在目

从当初的
懵懵懂懂
到现在的
稍微熟悉
一切不易

珍惜这里的一切
无论是好是坏
所发生的事
无疑带给我一些成长

所拥有的不是必然的
珍惜一切
在还来得及时

_______________

莫名的恐惧烦恼在心中
不是不愿说出
只是我自己也不明
到底为何
我自己不懂又有谁会懂呢？

Yesterday

2010-04-12T21:11:00.001-07:00

Yesterday not a good day for me.
i think at first my face just like want kill people.
so sorry for that.
i admit. i care about it.
for me it is a matter.!
but i know no matter how i can't change it.
so i choose a better way.
i accept it.
i choose to smile instead of cry.
now still not the very end yet.
i still can work hard on it.
i tell myself.
you can change the history appear again.
hope i can do it.?

Thank for everything. :)

I am tired

2010-04-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

I am tired.
mentally and physically.
searching a way for me to release burden.
everything seem so heavy for me.
especially in study.

seriously.
don't know what happened.
both of my mid term test.
not really satisfy with it.
theory nothing to say.
but even calculation.
i have no idea. :'(

listening what my friends discuss.
find out more and more.
i am wrong.
suddenly think of revision is no use.
finish the lecture notes that involved.
no use.

this sem.
both the subject. haiz.
especially cost accounting.
don't understand single thing that lecturer said.
i hate she asked :"anyone KO?".
and then answers by herself. swt.
maybe because i didn't pay attention gua.
i know i should but i can't control.
finance i still can listen abit.
but for cost accounting.
No. No. No. and only No.
anyone willing to teach me?

work hard, please !
Ooi Ye Mei !
don't make yourself regret.!

Tell me why

2010-03-30T18:30:00.000-07:00

This probably will be a short post.
just want to express my feeling toward some people.
as i said many times.
this kind of people really selfish.
and they just act innocent.
annoying. you know?
why they can't stay together with peace?
why must they disturb people's life?
when you need to use the line.
don't you think other people need to?
you think every time climb up and down very comfort?
do you think so?
i wonder.........
i just believe what you had done to people.
one day yourself will get it.
just wait. be patient.
do more as you like, okay?
i will be waiting.

Anything

2010-03-27T23:37:00.001-07:00

lately.
what happened to my friends?
i can feels they are not happy but yet still need to pretend.
maybe myself is one of them.
but i used to believe.
smile is the only way and believe everything will be better soon.
cheer up, gals and guys. :)

在家靠父母
在外靠朋友
it's just so true.
i am glad that.
i have daddy.mommy.sista and brota.that care for me.
when i need help.
you all are always there for me.

sometime we may argue.
but we used to forget about it after a while.
because we still care each other.
sometime i just so capricious.
but you all just inclusive.
thank you so much. ♥♥♥
i just want to say.
i will also be there if you all need me.♥♥♥

i also glad that.
i have friends to rely on when i need.
even i have friends that just like family.
i can feels the care from them.really.
thank you so much. ♥♥♥

i think.
i am not a good friends for you all.
but you all are good friends to me♥♥♥
sometime i may not aware of what happened to you(s).
but please if you(s) have anything .
need someone else .
please do think of me.
i will always available.
it just like when i need.
you all are available for me.

maybe i am not able to comfort you.
i am stupid. i admit.
but i can just be the rubbish bin.
listen to you.
and give a hug to you.

a day without a smile is a wasted.
don't waste any day of yours.
as i try my best.
do not waste any day of mine.
let's smile together. :D
笑笑没烦恼

*appreciate what you have now. don't make yourself regret. if you care. then never let go.

Thank You.Again.

edited

A night

2010-03-24T18:59:00.000-07:00

i know very well
this test's result will be the worst wan
i revise the lecture notes already
but i still no idea what the question asked about
i fear when i saw the question
i wonder can i get half of 50 marks?
i am serious wan
can i? :'(

what ah gong said come true
that's the reason i say hate you
i don't know how to do
and both of my pen no ink
looking around and felt helpless
time left almost 5 minutes
i manage to do till the second last

since time up and my pen no ink
no choice
i cannot finish the remain question
walk out from the lecture class
saw no one that i familiar
felt cold

even i do
but in the end i just knew my answers was wrong
so sad
maybe i should think
at least i have try?

i very scare. really.
no mood! :(
anyway i just used to forget about it first
i will face it when the time i need to
that is when the lecturer give back my paper

after all
walk out with berry for our dinner
hungry after fight for the 1 hour
at first i feel not bad to have a walk
end up with i felt cold again
because it's raining

the song play in mind
again and again
everytime when it is raining
the lyric is just so suitable

it's time to rest after this and that
exhausted
night

* i wrote this last night. and it should be post last night too.
you all should know what problem
my line is kacau by people already
i go up restart and restart the modem
but it just can tahan for almost 3 mintues
disconnect again ! the people semakin geng !
so i just give up and go to bed

thank you.
but i blur about it.
explanation is needed.

I

2010-03-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

I just can't control myself.
tomorrow will be mid term test for cost accounting.
what am i doing? ISH
these days always scold myself silently.
everything seem hard to be.

最初的导火线
是什么？
无人告诉我

也许沟通就是原因
缺乏沟通
一切放在心里
把沉默当作回应

诚实是应该
看似简单
却很难

一直在等待
有了期待
来了的却是失望

我很坚强
是这样告诉自已
微笑面对每一天

anything don't ask me face-to-face.
till then.

2 or 4. same.

第一次

2010-03-19T21:32:00.001-07:00

第一次
煮粥
却是包装的粥

不是很会煮
结果这就是成果
但我就觉得蛮好吃的
也许是肚子饿吧
哈哈
劳动得来的成果
感觉特别好

till then

Dream

2010-03-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

as usual.
my house's line sucks
then i doing nothing
take a nap is my choice

just woke up.
i had a dream just now
no matter how hard i try to recall back
i just remember in the dream
i cried none stop

i cannot think back what's the dream about.
i just wonder why i cried?
and the feeling of sad still in my heart. swt.
that's scary !

Who What Where When?

Random

2010-03-12T06:03:00.000-08:00

i am at home right now.
feels cold after bath.
how long i didn't feel cold since i back to kampar?
at DDK is excluded.

hmm.
back home i feels warm. mentally.
i can feels they care me.
i love the feeling take care by people.lols
everyone love, right?
actually just a small thing people do i can feels warm. :)
and i appreciate it in my heart.

ohno.
cost accounting is really hard.
i don't understand what the lecturer talking about. swt.
i wonder how am i going to take accounting in degree.
until now financial management is more easy to understand. really.
someone please teach me.

sista back from ns.
the noisy wan. lols.
but out of sudden.
i like her noisy sound.
welcome back , APPLE OOI.

♥.窝

Happy New Year 2012

Past Tense

A way

浓缩版

Around Me

Begin/End

Jaejoong

What is it?

Begin

Last One

Help wanted

Suddenly

TA10

Language

名句

成功根本没有秘诀，如果有的话，就只有两个：第一个是坚持到底，永不放弃；第二个就是当你想放弃的时候，请回过头来再照着第一个秘诀去做。——丘吉尔

总结

Dislike

B v S

I can't live without...

Curly

When four of us together...

信任

HI

没事就是好事

i am not ready

HER

My way

Start of new chapter

Right now

Exam

=(

No title

我。不会

EHHH

Myself

Complain

人生

ops

I think i can't...

They

New Year

Wondering

XDXD

Currently

End and Begin

Thai

友

End

No title

A letter to brain

timetable

Emotional

Japanese Drama

Doggies

房祖名 假动作

天空。夢

Er

almost another new week

hmmm

Uhmm

劝世贤文

傻

Insomnia

anything in my mind

Woot

Oh my god

Give me a reason

Final

disappointed

home sweet home

:)

The End

Mid Term

Deep

迷茫

I ♥

Lately

Decision

房祖名假动作

thank you.
but i blur about it.
explanation is needed.

i am fear.
the feeling of unsecure appear.